I’m literally panicking

John has a pt test on Monday that determines if he stays in the army or not
if he doesn’t pass he’ll get kicked out and have to move back to nyc
and I won’t be able to handle that at all
I just got my life together here in Virginia and it’s perfect and part of the reason is because I get to see him so often
I honestly will not be able to deal with being that far away from him.